A Thought About Me!

This moment, brings peace to me of greatest order. This moment, lifts up a smile on my face. When I look at my picture in the mirror, I reflect back to the wonderful day I spent today. There were few questions which I had been asking myself, which eventually got answered. Few people come to our lives, as alchemists. They are the pathfinders, who show us what is right for us. Not that they tell us, they just give us a hint, and with it we get towards our road of symphony. After many darker nights, there is a pleasant night. A night when you would sleep with peace, oh how long did it take for this day to appear for me. I opened up with myself, and I opened up somewhere with my dream.

"Do what you wanna live for," said the voice from my heart. "Take your time, to decide what you want out of your life. Well, I took my time—I spent sometime doing my MA, while I was exploring, discovering, what was right for me." He said, while I listened. While on the coffee table next to us, two gentlemen sat, one of them was a very famous television news presenter. There were successful people around me, but wait—they had led their own journey's headstrong, they must have had their darker nights, but how they responded to the stimuli just shows the results, of what they have become today.

I sit here on the bed, while typing this memoir from my day. I had joy to share with you dear diary, for a long time I have been filling you up with sad thoughts which travelled my self.

I call you my diary, while anyone can read you—the question rises as of why? Well, this has been a different kind of involvement that I have relished all these years. I am so much willing to write to you, because you have actually seen me through all my times. If I have achieved anything then you were always the first one whom I told you so. While writing to you, I write to myself, I interact with myself. Whereas sometimes I have that desire that someone reads it and goes through my thoughts. This I say because, I myself like to read thoughts of others. Thoughts which have some philosophical weight in them. You can blame me for my selective likeness about reading thoughts, but that is what I like, and what my individuality really feels peace at.

In my school days, during the morning assembly once a LEADER stepped up the podium. Well, he was a man of normal height but he was referred as a leader. I didn't know what his achievements had been, and neither had anyone introduced him more than the term leader. And that word just passed by, as soon as he held the mike in his hands! He started telling us a story about a bird who saw a building which had caught up fire. In the story, the bird would fill its beak with water and reach near the building which was burning massively to pour the water droplets over it. The other birds flying past the bird in question, asked the reason for doing so? After all, the little water was not going to cease the fire. The answer which the bird gave to the other bird was simple, the bird said, "When names are written of people in the judgement day—about who was involved in fuming the fire and who was involved in ceasing the fire; I want my name in the list of beings who tried to cease the fire."

That single hope I wish to be. And that day I understood why the man who stood up to the podium was regarded a leader! It was so because, he had the power to influence me and other kids so much that some of them would remember that story of a hope for a long-long time, and would pass on to others. Well, that is how the world moves ahead.

If you do good things, and help others grow through your knowledge, then there is nothing better you can do for the world. Believe in yourself and if someone pin points you for your mistakes or errors or even if you were not at fault, then there should be acceptance—of at least giving all ears to the other person who has been your friend for sometime or even an acquaintance whom you meet once in a blue moon!

Ending today's diary I would say,
"If you don't fall, you won't stand up. Don't be fearful of falling, fly like a bird"
All the best!

Love
Vaid


An affectionate present from my bhaiya and bhabhi! :)




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  1. Wow, this made me feel better. Your blog makes me feel uplifted.

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    1. Thanks Shreya
      It means a lot! Motivates me to write.

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